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\n (Bu m\u00f6vzudan h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00e7ox yoruldu\u011funu bilir\u0259m v\u0259 bundan \u00e7ox utan\u0131ram)
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\n \u0130yirmi il\u0259 yax\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cJEK\u201d evi q\u0259za v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259dir. M\u00f6vcud qanunlarla \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn bel\u0259 evl\u0259r sakinl\u0259rin ad\u0131na s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259\u015fdirilib. M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u201cJEK\u201din balans\u0131ndayam. M\u00fcqavil\u0259md\u0259 t\u0259mir t\u0259l\u0259b etm\u0259m\u0259k \u015f\u0259rti var. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcn olmayan yeri t\u0259mir etm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim imkan\u0131m \u00e7atm\u0131r. Y\u0259ni, bundan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259l tutacaq adamlar m\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259dli-s\u00fcbutlu evim\u0259 yard\u0131m ed\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r, \u201cJEK\u201din deyil. \u018frazinin daimi deputat\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nim t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yimin vacib \u015f\u0259rt oldu\u011funu istisna etmir. T\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yin t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259si televizorda iqtidara \u201ciman\u201d g\u0259tirib m\u00fcxalif\u0259ti s\u00f6ym\u0259kdir. Yarad\u0131c\u0131 yaltaql\u0131q n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdirm\u0259kdir. \u00c7ox \u015feyl\u0259rdir ki, ba\u015flad\u0131nsa, qalan\u0131 tuman s\u00f6k\u00fcy\u00fc kimi g\u0259lir… Bax onda h\u0259min \u201ckup\u00e7an\u0131\u201d g\u0259tirib evd\u0259 verirl\u0259r adama.\n<\/p>\n
\n M\u00fcxalif\u0259ti i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259diyimiz bataql\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 onsuz da h\u0259r f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259 q\u0131nay\u0131ram. Amma ha el\u0259yir\u0259m, iqtidara k\u00f6kl\u0259n\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bundan \u00f6tr\u00fc milyon s\u0259b\u0259bim var. Se\u00e7ki m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259hvalatlar is\u0259 ba\u015fqa al\u0259mdir. H\u0259m d\u0259 bir az o s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib evimin sahibi ola bilmir\u0259m.\n<\/p>\n
\n Bu arada pill\u0259k\u0259nimiz d\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131b. D\u00fcn\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr bir yerim q\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131. Daha ehtiyatla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259k laz\u0131m imi\u015f. Bel\u0259 baxanda \u00e7ox \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259lidir, sad\u0259c\u0259 q\u0259zadan sonra bir az g\u00f6z\u00fcm qorxub. Yoxsa ki, bel\u0259 mani\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. H\u0259r \u015fey normal olsa \u201cQoca v\u0259 d\u0259niz\u201d, \u201cH\u0259yat e\u015fqi\u201d kimi \u015fedevrl\u0259r yaranard\u0131m\u0131? Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 bizim pill\u0259k\u0259n d\u0259 ki\u00e7ik bir \u0259d\u0259bi u\u011fura imza atd\u0131? H\u0259l\u0259 ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb-\u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 pill\u0259 qal\u0131b, el\u0259 ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259 son pill\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, onda \u0259sil yarad\u0131c\u0131 m\u00fchit yaranacaq. G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k…\n<\/p>\n
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\n Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n ilk mandatalma \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131nda iki b\u00fct\u00f6v g\u00fcn F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rovun alternativi ola bilmi\u015fdim. Pe\u015fman deyil\u0259m. Amma o zamank\u0131 g\u00f6mr\u00fck nazirinin atas\u0131 kimi a\u011f\u0131r \u201ctitullu\u201d sabiq r\u0259qibimi bir az pe\u015fman ed\u0259 bilmi\u015fdim dey\u0259s\u0259n. \u201cAzadl\u0131q\u201d radiosundan ba\u015flay\u0131b o vaxt\u0131n \u0259l\u00e7atmaz MSK-s\u0131 C\u0259f\u0259r V\u0259liyev\u0259, AT\u018fT-in Maykl Oksuna q\u0259d\u0259r gedib \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131m \u0259halinin heyr\u0259t effektini bir az azalda bildi. O aralar se\u00e7ki yeng\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri h\u0259tta bizi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vasit\u0259\u00e7iliyini t\u0259klif etdi. \u201cYeng\u0259\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc burda cinsi m\u0259nan\u0131 ifad\u0259 etmir. Ki\u015filik v\u0259 qad\u0131nl\u0131q \u015f\u0259r\u0259fi topa b\u00fclletenl\u0259 \u015firmaya adam sal\u0131b, p\u0259rd\u0259 dal\u0131ndan g\u00fcd\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 aid deyil.\n<\/p>\n
\n F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rova mandat verils\u0259 d\u0259, lov\u011fal\u0131q olmas\u0131n, o se\u00e7kinin qalibi bir \u201coblavada\u201d polis\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n yeddi icaz\u0259siz namiz\u0259d oldu. H\u0259tta dair\u0259nin s\u0259dri r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Nof\u0259l S\u00fcleymanov daxil olmaqla azad s\u0259s\u0259-s\u00f6z\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sin o u\u011furda \u00f6z imzas\u0131 vard\u0131. Sonrak\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 deputat mifi k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b l\u0259tif\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 heyd\u0259rovlar\u0131n misilsiz g\u00fcc\u00fc, s\u0259rv\u0259ti bu \u201ct\u0259bii f\u0259lak\u0259tin\u201d qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259di. Etinas\u0131zl\u0131q o d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u015foularda daimi \u201cheyranlar\u201d \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7al\u0131b, \u00f6zl\u0259ri oynad\u0131lar.\n<\/p>\n
\n Deputatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n orta d\u00f6vrl\u0259rind\u0259 Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259nin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259ki Tarix-diyar\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q muzeyind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rovla ist\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u201ck\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti\u201dmiz ba\u015f verdi. \u018fslind\u0259 o t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 qalxanda geri qay\u0131tma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olmu\u015fdum. H\u0259min \u0259snada g\u0259li\u015fini duyub g\u0259lmi\u015f xeyli v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131n ilk f\u0259rdini nec\u0259 p\u0259rt etdis\u0259, adam birba\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259 bilm\u0259yib yerind\u0259 f\u0131rlana-f\u0131rlana qald\u0131. Sonra ellikl\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259lil\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n parlamentd\u0259 do\u011fru-d\u00fczg\u00fcn otura bilm\u0259diyini, bizim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdiyini deyib, adamda ab\u0131r-hayan\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fey oldu\u011funa \u00e7atanda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259dim…\n<\/p>\n
\n N\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxunu ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qda ke\u00e7ir\u0259n \u201cprofessonal\u201d \u018flibala M\u0259mm\u0259dovun him-cimi, n\u0259 d\u0259 adamlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q, narahatl\u0131q yolumu k\u0259s\u0259 bildi. Bir andaca F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rovun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikilib qeyri-adi bir monoloqa ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130nsaf\u0259n, yat\u0131ml\u0131 s\u0259sim var, d\u0259li c\u0259sar\u0259t, yarad\u0131c\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259can, nostalji hissl\u0259rini d\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259k, auditoriya geni\u015fl\u0259ndi. Ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yalvar\u0131rcas\u0131na bizi \u201csakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259\u201d \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131ndan, seyr\u00e7il\u0259rin t\u0259qdiredici bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan ruhlan\u0131b h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131m. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qaralma\u011fa, b\u0259d\u0259nim u\u00e7unma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Son g\u00fcc\u00fcml\u0259 son s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc deyib ayr\u0131lark\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259candan y\u0131x\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 duydum. Yaln\u0131z irad\u0259m g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, yan\u0131mda \u00fcst\u00fc \u201cyamaql\u0131\u201d bir \u201cMoskvi\u00e7\u201din qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc: \u201cNazl\u0131 bac\u0131, otur\u201d, dedi.\n<\/p>\n
\n O qap\u0131dan nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyimi, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 n\u0259 dediyimi v\u0259 \u0259n pisi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn kim oldu\u011funu indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. M\u0259ni meydanda y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fa qoymayan o adam qolumdan tutmu\u015fdumu, s\u0259rb\u0259st \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131mm\u0131, bir d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc balaca ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ortas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7arpay\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, anam k\u0259ndd\u0259di. H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 qurtarsa da, o g\u00fcn \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fdum…\n<\/p>\n
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\n O yor\u011fun-bu yor\u011fun, son g\u00fcnl\u0259r parlamentin burax\u0131l\u0131b-tutulmas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 reaksiyalara qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rov is\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 yorulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, t\u0259krar namiz\u0259dliyinin istisna olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vur\u011fulay\u0131b. Burdak\u0131 ad\u0259tk\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 alt\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qutunu haz\u0131rlay\u0131blar. N\u0259 deyirik, \u00f6z havalar\u0131na \u00f6zl\u0259ri oynas\u0131nlar. Onun \u00f6vlad\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda olan biz h\u0259tta seyr\u00e7i olmaqdan yorulmu\u015fuq. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hara g\u0259ldi at\u0131b yatma\u011fa gedirik. Se\u00e7ki bit\u0259nd\u0259 oyadars\u0131n\u0131z.\n<\/p>\n
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\n Bir z\u0259hm\u0259t, \u00f6lk\u0259nin birinci a\u011fsaqqal\u0131na xat\u0131rlatmaq yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n: Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 yorulmaq sad\u0259c\u0259 fiziki \u0259lam\u0259t deyil, daha \u00e7ox m\u0259n\u0259vi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
F\u0259ttah Heyd\u0259rov is\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 yorulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, t\u0259krar namiz\u0259dliyinin istisna olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vur\u011fulay\u0131b.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":119513,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_sitemap_exclude":false,"_sitemap_priority":"","_sitemap_frequency":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-198397","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-xeberler","infinite-scroll-item","generate-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-33","no-featured-image-padding"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n