\n Bu xalq s\u00f6z\u0259 tamarz\u0131d\u0131r\n<\/p>\n
\n Bac\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259fil t\u0259zyiqi qalxd\u0131. Rayon x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n klassik tan\u0131\u015f h\u0259kiml\u0259ri palataya yerl\u0259\u015fdirib d\u0259rhal m\u00fcdaxil\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r allah bilir m\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 gedib-g\u0259ldim. Ara sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r. \u0130lk x\u0259st\u0259si kimi anket\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm otuz ilin kordioloqu il\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n o stajda terapevtin birg\u0259 m\u00fcayin\u0259 t\u0259kidin\u0259 baxmayaraq, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti zarafatla yola verdim. \u201cMolla g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131n k\u0259binini d\u0259 k\u0259ssin?\u201d misal\u0131yla. G\u0259nc m\u00fcxbir oldu\u011fum zamanlardan indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r zaman qay\u011f\u0131, diqq\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm insanlard\u0131. Bir az da \u0259rkyanal\u0131q vard\u0131. X\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xanda hal\u0131m\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131b t\u0259krar \u00fcz vurdular ki, \u201c\u0259sasl\u0131ya g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7atmaz, he\u00e7 olmasa \u00fczd\u0259n y\u0131\u011faq s\u0259ni, y\u0131x\u0131lmayasan\u201d. Yen\u0259 fantaziyam\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131m. Guya vacib i\u015fl\u0259rim, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim-zad var. Bu yerd\u0259 adama dey\u0259rdil\u0259r, ay \u201cvacib fiqur\u201d, can\u0131n c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259, di get hara q\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259 bilirs\u0259ns\u0259. Onlar is\u0259 ciddi-ciddi \u201cvaxt tapan kimi m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u0259l\u201d, dedil\u0259r.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra birt\u0259h\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00e7at\u0131b onlara g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n i\u015fin bir yerind\u0259n ba\u015flamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn analiz v\u0259 aparatdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Yol-irizd\u0259n yorulsam da, ondan sonra xeyli y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdim. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd o i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 el\u0259 get-g\u0259ld\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tim olmad\u0131. \u018fksin\u0259, u\u015faqlar bir damc\u0131 qan\u0131 da az qala \u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259-\u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u201cU\u015faqlar\u201d dediyim g\u0259nc qad\u0131nlar\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcbl\u0259r, amma m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuz kimi u\u015faql\u0131qla-g\u0259ncliyin aras\u0131nda qal\u0131blar.\n<\/p>\n
\n Ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 uzun fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox k\u0259skin a\u011fr\u0131larla x\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar m\u0259ni. Analiz, aparat \u015f\u0259rt idi.\n<\/p>\n
\n \u0130lk qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xan laboratoriya ota\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259kim-laborant q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki tan\u0131\u015f yer\u0259 \u00e7ata bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nib \u00e7ar\u0259siz g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ucaboylu q\u0131z \u0259yilib damar\u0131m\u0131 axtarark\u0259n bir \u0259li il\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ovcumu a\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015f pulu cibim\u0259 qoydu. \u0130\u015fini bitirib kimliyimi d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdiyi an o q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki \u015f\u0259fq\u0259ti, sevgini v\u0259 heyr\u0259ti g\u00f6r\u0259ydiniz! H\u0259l\u0259 penc\u0259yimi geyindir\u0259nd\u0259 anam\u0131n ar\u0131q qollar\u0131 il\u0259 etdiyim ehtiyatl\u0131 r\u0259ftar\u0131n daha inc\u0259si… Aparat t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 d\u0259 eyni t\u0259bii s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259, mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. O g\u00fcn-bu g\u00fcn, Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259nin M\u0259rk\u0259zi X\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda adlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcrl\u00fc s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim iki \u015firin, sevimli q\u0131za \u201c\u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm\u201d. \u0130ll\u0259rdi b\u00fct\u00fcn tibbi g\u00f6st\u0259ricil\u0259rim ciddi n\u0259zar\u0259t alt\u0131ndad\u0131r. \u201cNazl\u0131 xala, qan\u0131m\u0131z q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011fa yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r\u201d, \u201cNazl\u0131 xala, b\u00f6yr\u0259yimiz duz m\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u201d. Art\u0131q do\u011fmala\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u0259ziz adamlardan bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r yazmaq n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 do\u011frudur, bilmir\u0259m. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 onlar daim t\u0259nqid olunan s\u0259hiyy\u0259mizin m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisl\u0259ridir. Amma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 ki, baxmayaraq bu q\u0131zlar orta t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259li ail\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7at\u0131blar. Onlar\u0131n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u0259ncliyi tay-tu\u015flar\u0131na nisb\u0259t\u0259n rahat ke\u00e7ib. Valideynl\u0259riyl\u0259 \u0259ks q\u00fctbl\u0259ri t\u0259msil etmi\u015fik. Bu kimi v\u0259 sair\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n onlar\u0131n insana t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z, xeyirxah yana\u015fmas\u0131ndan t\u0259sirl\u0259nirs\u0259n. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 hans\u0131sa xalaya, \u0259miy\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 deyil, onlar\u0131n sad\u0259c\u0259 azad s\u00f6z\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tl\u0259rini h\u0259r hans\u0131 vasit\u0259 il\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaqlar\u0131ndad\u0131r. O c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259nim s\u0259hh\u0259tim d\u0259 vacib deyil, \u0259sas v\u0259 xo\u015f olan bu istisnalar\u0131n \u00e7oxalmas\u0131d\u0131r, obyektiv, a\u00e7\u0131qfikirli bir n\u0259slin formala\u015fmas\u0131d\u0131r. V\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r bu daha \u00e7ox n\u0259zar\u0259td\u0259 olan \u00f6z\u0259l b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 hiss olunursa, \u00fcst\u0259g\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259vi inki\u015fafd\u0131r.\n<\/p>\n
\n T\u0259krard\u0131r, bilir\u0259m, amma bayram xat\u0131rlatmas\u0131 olsun. Bu xalq s\u00f6z\u0259 tamarz\u0131d\u0131r. Bu iqtidar is\u0259 \u0259sl s\u00f6z\u00fcn bu xalqa yeti\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn imkanlardan \u201cs\u0259xav\u0259tl\u0259\u201d istifad\u0259 edir. \u0130yn\u0259 il\u0259 gor qazmaq timsal\u0131nda olsa bel\u0259, o s\u00f6z\u00fc xalq\u0131n doldurulmu\u015f beynin\u0259, bo\u015fald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259lbin\u0259 yeritm\u0259k \u0259n az\u0131ndan pe\u015f\u0259 borcudur. T\u0259m\u0259li \u201c\u018fkin\u00e7i\u201dd\u0259n qoyulan milli m\u0259tbuat f\u0259dail\u0259rimiz b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 xalq\u0131 d\u00fc\u00e7ar edildiyi z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n oyatma\u011fa s\u0259rf etdil\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn bizl\u0259ri ya onlar\u0131n davam\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131y\u0131q, ya da onlar\u0131n… \u00c7\u0259tin, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, int\u0259has\u0131 sonunda i\u015f\u0131q var. O i\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u00e7atmasaq, t\u0259yinatl\u0131 sivil c\u0259hal\u0259t yey\u0259c\u0259k bizi…\n<\/p>\n
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